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		<title>Ghaelen and Ruby: Epic Event June 2010</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 Jun 2010 16:42:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ghaelen</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Yes, folks, it is a CCN Epic Surface Event of Seismic Proportions. Ruby is traveling outside of the cavern and on the surface to meet with Ghaelen. This is not a meeting, although they have never met. No, this is an Event, an Adventure, a Never-Before-Repeated Occurrence that will affect the entire Underground Structure of [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Yes, folks, it is a CCN Epic Surface Event of Seismic Proportions.  Ruby is traveling outside of the cavern and on the surface to meet with Ghaelen.  This is not a meeting, although they have never met.  No, this is an Event, an Adventure, a Never-Before-Repeated Occurrence that will affect the entire Underground Structure of CCN and maybe even the CCN Hood.  Stay tuned for fias.. er, details as they shake out.</p>
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		<title>Something MORE, finally?</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 07 Feb 2010 23:29:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ghaelen</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The CCN staff collectively called a non-meeting at the drop of their hats, the turn of their (lost) keys, and the sound of a faint but familiar alarm (the Victor Laxman type, of course). No one plans to attend the non-meeting immediately as soon as possible.  Veralun rather sheepishly said he would be there, but [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The CCN staff collectively called a non-meeting at the drop of their hats, the turn of their (lost) keys, and the sound of a faint but familiar alarm (the Victor Laxman type, of course).</p>
<p>No one plans to attend the non-meeting immediately as soon as possible.  Veralun rather sheepishly said he would be there, but would not explain the sheepishness.  Tyion lept onto the roof of the temporary above desert office just to see that he could, and claimed success although the entire structure had once again sunk two feet below ground level.  Ghaelen sat patiently on her crate that she had protected against &#8216;use-in-wall-building&#8217; and nodded approvingly as Tyion cheered when he landed with both feet on the office roof.  Veralun looked at the roof for a moment as if to consider leaping upon it as well, then looked at the ground and backed up two steps.  Alty did not have to shout for him to stay off that roof and out of that darned hole.</p>
<p>Even Rita plans to not attend the non-meeting.  She was last seen setting out every tool she owned (and had borrowed while in the cavern) to be sure it was clean and in proper working order for the upcoming descent. For her it is quite certain, once she decided it was even possible.  Nothing and no one will convince her that the wires hadn&#8217;t held over the last year or so. She plans to make use of the <a href="http://forums.drcsite.org/viewtopic.php?t=2789">Underground Radio</a> being discussed on the DRC forums.</p>
<p>The non meeting is not planned for this upcoming weekend.  Everyone is welcome to not attend.</p>
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		<title>Found Each Other, and Something More</title>
		<link>http://www.caverncommunicationsnetwork.com/archives/101</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 16 Jul 2009 15:33:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ghaelen</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It was wonderful to see the CCN team coming back together in a common set of activities once Ruby pulled the office out of the deep hole it had sunk into.  (I&#8217;m still amazed we were able to hold on to her long enough for that to happen.) Once she set up the temporarily permanent [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It was wonderful to see the CCN team coming back together in a common set of activities once Ruby pulled the office out of the deep hole it had sunk into.  <em>(I&#8217;m still amazed we were able to hold on to her long enough for that to happen.)</em> Once she set up the temporarily permanent CCNE station, we suddenly had no end of busy things to do.  What with wiring, configuring the equipment, script-writing, testing the audio and other what-knots, it felt good to see it all coming together under her still-expert (and enthusiastic) guidance.</p>
<p>There is one&#8230;. little&#8230;. concern&#8230;. though&#8230;..</p>
<p>The Guild of Healers&#8217; Outreach Retreat has been set up beneath the office (the hole was quite convenient for that) so that this wayward group of well-being wishers could gather and wish each other and the community well, <em>well-being</em>.  It all seems to be working out quite nicely, but for one, tiny, little&#8230;. thing&#8230;</p>
<p>As a Guild of Healers member I have begun holding meditation sessions on a weekly basis.  Meditations, aromatherapy, and healthful breathing are just some of my &#8220;other&#8221; interests. (Read about them and the Retreat at the<a href="http://guildofhealers.net/forum/index.php/board,25.0.html" target="_blank"> Guild of Healers&#8217; Forum</a>.)  These are meant to instill peace and balance in participants while they listen to enjoyable, soothing music.  These have seemed to go well so far.  That is, until&#8230; very&#8230; recently&#8230;</p>
<p>Let&#8217;s just say I am a wee bit concerned.  I plan to make Laughter one of the themes for an upcoming meditation session.  Laughter is a special type of expression that itself is as healthful as breathing &#8212; one could say laughter is nearly as important.  But this&#8230;   <a href="http://www.caverncommunicationsnetwork.com/central/viewtopic.php?f=7&amp;t=187" target="_blank"><em>this could create some difficulty</em></a>.</p>
<p><em>~Ghaelen</em></p>
<p><em>_____</em></p>
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<p><em>Still, I really AM very glad we are all together again.</em></p>
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		<title>Confessions, Chapter 1 (continued) Ruby&#8217;s Agenda</title>
		<link>http://www.caverncommunicationsnetwork.com/archives/99</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Jul 2009 14:05:47 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>RubyODegee</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been asked what my agenda is dear explorer; therefore, I will &#8220;show&#8221; you. From heretofore the agenda will be called the playbill. After all this is a story within a story and a play within a play. Not only will explorers benefit by knowing what I have in mind, but in this mecca of [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve been asked what my agenda is dear explorer; therefore, I will &#8220;show&#8221; you. From heretofore the agenda will be called the playbill. After all this is a story within a story and a play within a play. Not only will explorers benefit by knowing what I have in mind, but in this mecca of lateral storytelling, plots can go awry quickly. When this happens the characters lose their way. Since any storytelling worth its Bahro stone is character driven, the loss of the way causes a mess.</p>
<p>In effort to keep the mess at a minimum, the following plans are being entertained by Ruby O&#8217;Degee Glenfadden. By the way I am considering keeping the third name always. It is my theory that one can&#8217;t slough off knowledge or *names. It is forever with you (no matter how hard you try to deny it); all those experiences that make up a person for better or worse. This will be no different, because the truth is &#8220;you can&#8217;t go home again.&#8221; You can go physically back to the place you started, but you are at a butterfly&#8217;s mercy &#8211; a tad revised, especially when that revision comes through story, which is 12,000,457 times more affective than being told anything atal. </p>
<p>When Scout stood on the doorstep of Boo Radley&#8217;s house at the tale end of <em>To Kill A Mockingbird</em>, Harper Lee told the metaverse, she&#8217;d learned what she needed to know. She didn&#8217;t have to live her character, Boo&#8217;s life. No, she only needed to absorb his experiences into every cell of her being. Lee did, and I did, when my storyteller of a father took me to the movies to soak in what Lee called the best adaptation of film to book, she&#8217;d ever seen. It is a rare happenstance when I can say a book is manna, and the film that goes after is manna too.  When folks tell me they want to read minds, I hand them a book.  &#8220;Here it is,&#8221; I say.  &#8220;The origin of all thoughts are in these pages, and you will need to spend a lot of time reading them.  Sit down by the fireplace over there,.  Take your shoes off.  Get comfy and bring some snacks.  You will never come back from where you are going, always.  And mind you, if you try to come back, you will require a prescription of an elixir more potent than hot triple chocolate cocoa. Caution.  Caution.&#8221;  </p>
<p><em>Footnote*A Little known aside is that Ruby absorbs almost everything through her thick bull head.  No matter how much she protests the name Glenfadden will accompany her where ever she goes, but that isn&#8217;t what this chapter is about dear explorer. This chapter is dedicated to best laid plans that will never come about exactly in the way Ruby plans them. It doesn&#8217;t work that way, regardless of what bubble one lives in.</em></p>
<p>Plans 505<br />
<strong>1. Check &#8211; find office space on desert</strong>. Check &#8211; set up office. Checkmate foiled &#8211; office partly laid across neighbors parcel, and needed to be moved 1 foot to the north (presumption here &#8211; no idea which way Eder D&#8217;Uru is pointed &#8211; but, I always place the door facing due north where my faith resides and makes a promise). </p>
<p>The moving of the office, requested by the resident engineer and manager, resulted in a major disaster of the Ruby sort. Now she will need to spend time with the tape measure, because she previously, without knowing, unlinked the boards, floor, roof top, juke box and sound control booth. &#8220;Oh for the love of Yahvo,&#8221; she screamed to the wind, now rustled by a thousand butterflies, &#8220;why now?! Just when I am finding my footing, and I&#8217;m clearing a path to my destiny.&#8221;</p>
<p>Making a mess is one thing. Allowing others to see your mess is an entirely other storytelling device.  Devices have their place along and along, but <strong>LY</strong> words, dialogue that use other verbs than the word <strong>said</strong>, and obvious <strong>editing notations</strong> should be used sparingly.  Talking to the reader is unseemly and untidy, if there are no mental images to draw out the relationship between the giver and the receiver.  Before an author talks to the readers, an author should know the readers fairly well.  Coming to a dig was one way Ruby got to know her readers. Teaching readers is another way to get to know the reader.  Living in the confusing, overly advertised, not what it appears world with her readers is the best way Ruby got to know her readers.  She is her reader, always.</p>
<p><strong>2. Check &#8211; find a home</strong> in a quiet, craggy, mystic meadow on an island in the middle of the sea &#8211; A W.B. Yeats kind of place &#8211; an Innisfree that needs no further pontification. Check &#8211; done and in the midst of renovating and personalizing the beloved house with the garish purple door windows that can&#8217;t be changed, or the windows will stay forever open, or forever closed. Ruby notes, as do I dear reader, that we cannot every detail in any plot. That is the joy of lateral storytelling and the mystery of linear storytelling; what you can&#8217;t or wouldn&#8217;t change, if you could. Most of us, for example would like to be more attractive, but still &#8220;me.&#8221; Others of us would like to be rich, but not live in the glare of scrutiny and envy. The glare kills the most talented amongst us. At first it looks like a rainbow, but later it looks like death. I know that sounds harsh in ages where no one falls to a permanent end, nevertheless, glare is the final blow to many a survivor.</p>
<p><strong>3. Check &#8211; revive the much beloved The Cavern Players</strong>. There is nothing I am more proud of in the D&#8217;niverse. Pulling together the players is having a party in your own backyard. It is the carnival, circus and theatrical production done as a child with sound effects, explorers rushing here and there, directions being called out by Veralun, the film producer, who tends to be charmingly gruff on cue. It is nirvana piecing the voices together. Even with every argument that ever came to light, it is a blessing to listen to the remnants of what I have left in the sound arsenal. Never did I see such a bunch of talented amateur actors and voices. Now I&#8217;ve laid down the stage, as I always envisioned it in the backyard behind my house. I did it early, before everything else came into focus. As the anthropologist, Margaret Mead, said, &#8220;get those pieces of art up on the wall. Forget about the forks, toilet seats, china, every explorer&#8217;s relto hut rug or Maytag washing machine. They&#8217;re not going to make a your <em>find a home</em> yours.&#8221;</p>
<p>Note: Dear explorer, strictly by serendipity and more than likely destiny, I took my anthropology, philosophy, alchemy and all other pertinent sophies from a professor, who studied with Margaret Mead in the flesh. I suspect, like adding a name to my other list of names, I can&#8217;t or don&#8217;t prefer to slough off any knowledge I absorbed during my professor&#8217;s rush to gold or rainbows.</p>
<p><strong>4. Check broadcast CCNE Find a Home Companion</strong>. Unchecked the same. The program continues to haunt me, but there are technical glitches and costs that need to be considered. The good outcome is the live stream, and it works well to telecast from any point. The problem is the sound and the limitations of the Linden transportation and property management system. Their bandwidth issues are of great concern. When other matters are addressed Ruby will get back to working out the details, even it means a small outlay of Linden $. Up to this point, she has managed to carefully consider every dime spent. She has a locked in budget to keep.</p>
<p><strong>5. Partially checked the Seanachai Book Publishing Business</strong>. This business is set up in the Eder D&#8217;Uru mall, and will be partly done in the studio at home. It is planned that books of an appropriate size will be distributed, once this enterprise is completely learned by curve and practice. The kits are in my hands. There is no limitation on how many books can be produced, given away or sold, depending on the sort of book published. Other items &#8220;sold&#8221; by the seanachai include scrolls, story weavings, illuminated journals, children&#8217;s picture books and replicated ancient texts.<br />
<strong><br />
6. Partially checked the Ruby&#8217;s Sewing and Design Studio</strong>. This came about, because laterally story needs a few directions to take. Since I like designing my own garments, and I&#8217;ve learned some sewing for dummies tips along the Gimp way, I thought it might be nice to share my learning with others. It seems like there has been Much Ado made about Nothing. It&#8217;s not that I am denigrating the wonderful designs I&#8217;ve seen, while shopping for garments and costumes until I drop my clicking fingers. It is that basic items are not difficult to make, once the lens is wiped clear of the jargon and hyperbole. In other words, I am embarking on a learning to make clothes myself, and plan to offer my help to others struggling through the mire, mist or myst like I am &#8211; always.</p>
<p><strong>7. Checked joining other groups that relates to my ilk.</strong> It is my opinion, and this is a strong opinion that I&#8217;ve only recently made concrete: explorers, like myself don&#8217;t get out much. If we are to bring explorers to the dig, we must get out more! Who will know what wonder yonder lurks. Word of mouth is the viral way net communities are recognized. Advertising in a subscription, pull me, technical metaverse is only effective when the populations, who click are aware of the use for it. It is why I am &#8220;sold&#8221; on net activities and not television that blares at me, when I flicking channels for something interesting to watch and learn from. 57,045 channels and nothing on continues. It is getting worse.</p>
<p><strong>8. Checked writing my book &#8211; working title:</strong><strong> <em>Violet&#8217;s How to Tell Your Own Story Adventure.</em></strong> Purpose to teach third graders what a story looks like, and to encourage them to write their own along with me. The process of teaching in this way is much like teaching explorers how to sew, while I learn with them. It is the best and only way to teach. It is present, and by that I mean I don&#8217;t teach in the past tense or the future tense (which is not accessible or assured). I teach in the present tense, always.</p>
<p>Of course I can talk about the past, and the future, but I am sure to call both notions dreams. Yes, it is a wee bit wacky, like slipping through celtic thin space stones, or falling down a crack when the earth shakes, but it so far effective. In the Violet story, she (an eight year old girl with snarly hair and odd timing) loses her words to fairies, after the death of her seanachai father. Violet inherits the mantel of storyteller, but has no idea of how to complete the mission, until she meets Fergus and they go on a wild romp through a camping trailer park&#8217;s hiking trail. As is true of many a Donegal traveller tale, the children can&#8217;t access the trail or trial, until they find the fireplace in the cart. Without a fire to look into and through, there is no transparent viewer to be found.** Like Scout and Jem, who found the figures in Boo Radley&#8217;s tree, it requires careful reading of a text to find ancient and true fireplaces, but once found the ride that comes after is scary, thrilling and flies through universes unknown without any limitation forever and always.</p>
<p>**Footnote, Dear reader the rest is for reading, and will not be addressed here, (copyrighted and legal such), but I did want to explain the fireplace metaphor for those of you, who are partial to wardrobes.<br />
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9 and 10. Check, partially check and discovering the check mark</strong> to get all of these initiatives done, before there is a plot development I am not aware is coming. Lateral storytelling is the sort of storytelling we all fear, Josh, but it is the sort we live out, and work around with our limited amounts of time, no matter what the written end (or not). Harper Lee did this when she was a young woman, never required herself to water down another word that diminished her masterpiece, and continues to live on into the age of wisdom, mercifully for me!.:whistle: <img src='http://www.caverncommunicationsnetwork.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_wink.gif' alt=':wink:' class='wp-smiley' />  Mercy. Mercy Me!</p>
<p>**A last author&#8217;s note to Dear Explorer: There is no such thing as scarcity in the story world. When there is no scarcity, there is no end. It is not possible to end a story always. Every story is a story within a story, or bits and pieces of an author&#8217;s journey added to another soul&#8217;s story, or an interpretation of a story, or a new age of the same story, or tribute to another story. There are twists to stories that require copyright and good &#8220;no trespassing&#8221; sense without credit, but there is no blank page, no completely original work by a writer. It is a soup, one big Desperaux (a classic that should be front and center of anyone&#8217;s bookcase) soup, period and without end, always.</p>
<p>Oh dear one more note to readers: bullheaded I am, and what you&#8217;ve read herein is only the tip of the ice pile. There is more. Another  one of Ruby&#8217;s <em>mores</em> is that there is no original invention, only discovery of what is out there for us to plunder. Plunder we will. It is the apple we bit into, but in rare instances out of the plundering comes a thing of beauty and stability. It is the age I am interested most in; The Age of Reason.</p>
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		<title>Confessions: Chapter 1, Out of a Hole by Ruby O&#8217;Degee</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 19:23:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>RubyODegee</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Once upon a time Ruby dug herself out of a hole. One could argue that Ruby&#8217;s been digging herself out of a hole for years. She thinks she is filling the hole, patching it up or mending the rim, but in reality, she is digging out. Always. This past Monday she fell in for real. [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Once upon a time Ruby dug herself out of a hole. One could argue that Ruby&#8217;s been digging herself out of a hole for years. She thinks she is filling the hole, patching it up or mending the rim, but in reality, she is digging out. Always.</p>
<p>This past Monday she fell in for real. Into a hole created by a 2008 tremor that dropped the CCN broadcasting and film studios into the core of the earth, or thereabouts. It is still a mystery, where the main building is gone, but Ruby&#8217;s Under the Red Lake Water retreat surfaced only enough to be seen. With a tug here and push there, she managed, after falling into the hole and causing more frustration for her colleagues at CCN, to pull the office up and over the side. After that her colleagues left, so aggravated they were. Always.</p>
<p>Now Ruby was left with a mess of her own making. Here in a pile on the desert were the pieces of a once elaborately furnished office suite where Ruby hid out during a crisis of faith at the network. This part of her long and winding saga happened during the year of our Yahvo, 2006.</p>
<p>For two baffling years she worked from beneath the lake manipulating here and there, or whenever possible. Her contributions to CCN programming were limited and targeted. Her ego, enormous and bull-headed resisted any criticism. There was no arguing with her about matters related to the breakup of the network. A lingering and slow to develop ice burn is generally more painful, than a burn caused by pyre fire. After a pyre fire there is no cause for fuming over what went all wrong. There is nothing left but ash. In a circumstance where ice burns there is a drip that lingers on.Image</p>
<p>The pile of rubble on the desert represented what was left of her schmoozing, mea- culpas, social ladder climbing and CCN production efforts. It&#8217;s not that she didn&#8217;t work hard. She worked day and night, without enough sleep and non-stop intermittently. Ruby was totally dedicated to her work of restoration. But her theories about what restoration meant, and what other explorers thought restoration mean were not in sync 95% of the time.</p>
<p>What made matters more inconvenient was that Ruby could not, for the life of herself, figure out why the explorers felt like they did, particularly the 50 or so, UU restoration effort explorers who ventured into the CCN enterprise from the outset. Ruby had her agenda. The fifty had their agendas. It was a wacky concoction &#8211; a herding cats soup that went quickly from simmering to burning hot, and then to frozen like a dead penguin in a few short months. Under no circumstances would the rubble be repaired, to again construe a similar experience &#8211; or so Ruby promised.</p>
<p>In the indeterminable future, the one time co-producer of the network, and moreover the co-producer of the one time CCN flagship The Cavern Today planned to heed every warning that came her way or pinched her. The one warning that she would hold dear and true to her cyan blue heart was: &#8220;Stay small and focus on the little mysteries, turmoils and thrilling outcomes that make a story sizzle, but don&#8217;t get thrown from the bridge, no matter badly you desire the explorers (possibly D&#8217;ni descendant) story to belt out an aria. It&#8217;s not worth the complete demise of the protagonists and her cohorts in crime,&#8221; she pondered wisely</p>
<p>By noon on Monday the office looked much better. Ruby, instead of refinishing every stick of lumber (once secretly stolen from the Great Tree branches) went shopping for siding and finishes that were created by professionals. She bought scripts, code, furniture and clothes. She sent notes of apology out to anyone still within shouting distance. She told other Eder D&#8217;Uru explorers and the transportation system management about any quick transitions she would need to make up front. To give her something else to do during periods of respite and healer meditation events (Ruby can&#8217;t sit for too long in the lotus position), she joined two other oddball, PG rated and wonderfully sweet cultural groups being promoted as &#8220;safety first&#8221; by the much improved 2004, albeit expensive, and highly commercial (ka-ching, ka-ching) Linden transportation company. Over time Ruby got practical, and when her creative fingers get itchy, she plans to go to these places and bother her neighbors, instead of cajoling and otherwise pestering the same explorers she pestered in the past.</p>
<p>There is no doubt Ruby learned through her mistakes. The issue/story is/was whether Ruby will bring about a manageable CCNE (Cavern Communications Network Eder D&#8217;Uru desert station) without losing her mind, and the last remnants of a once thriving and completely collaborative cavern broadcasting concern, imagined into being on a lonely and lovely relto during the summer of 2005 by 8 founders, including, but not limited to herself. The not limited to herself part is what she needs to keep in mind, while she tries again to dream up a Prairie Home Companionish project. Always.</p>
<p>Confession Chapter 1 to be continued&#8230;</p>
<p>Dear Explorer: This is a serial chapter book &#8211; the next part of Chapter 1 is dedicated to what Ruby found on the desert and in the cavern. She has been told this is a new effort, not the same cavern she frequents solo, and it appears the storytellers are right. The scenery does look different. It could be like New York, once York or Londonderry, once London, or Pookeepsie, once Pookeepsie. Who knows? At this very relative pinpoint in time Ruby is not concerned with the story snafu (device) of how she gets to where she&#8217;s going. At this moment she is completely in her storytelling mode, because at her age, there may not be a better time to tell the story. In other words Ruby has grown a tad impatient for backdrops, props and people to use those props. Stay tuned for more of Confession Chapter 1.</p>
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		<title>Confessions of a Loose Cannon by Ruby O&#8217;Degee: Prologue</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 19:20:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>RubyODegee</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Ruby woke up one morning seasick and exhausted. On a whim and a wing she decided to descend into the cavern after spending the better portion of the last two years on the road travelling. A little teaching here, a little elixir sales there, making only enough to feed and clothe her against the harsh [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Ruby woke up one morning seasick and exhausted. On a whim and a wing she decided to descend into the cavern after spending the better portion of the last two years on the road travelling. A little teaching here, a little elixir sales there, making only enough to feed and clothe her against the harsh subtropical winds of North Florida. :suspect:</p>
<p>The seasickness finally subsided. A long nap and a roast beef dinner at Cracker Barrel took care of it, but she felt a quagmire coming over her. Does an explorer whose seen her better days go back down with new transportation. This time the shuttle isn&#8217;t a shard. It&#8217;s a sim, and she remembers the sim from a time past. Ruby booked a sim in the spring of 2004 after the first live restoration came to full stop. The sim experience was a bumpy, and nearly X rated ride she never wanted to take again. Ruby has a full blown sense of humor, but she&#8217;s also a wee stuffy and prudish when it comes to cultural morays and the wearing of clothes. She likes clothes, and lots of them.</p>
<p>Nestled between a nightclub lingerie dealer and a pole dancer did not agree with her. She bought a car, got sick and got out. There is not much more to say about it. Her foray was over, before she got started.</p>
<p>This time was different. There were new ticket exchange offices built along the sim. Ruby could enter the transportation system to get to Eder D&#8217;Uru through one of them. She chose the super commercial, but very successful PG (nearly G) rated Faery portal to enter. After being born as a Fae, she took the next TP Shuttle over to Eder D&#8217;Uru. Not a single griefer got in her way. The entire trip went without a hitch. Her only problem was flying. It is a common way to get around inside the sim, and Ruby can&#8217;t take the heights or the passing terrain. Neither can she look out of an Amtrak window dining car window to the side. The last time she tried, she threw up on her husband&#8217;s tweed jacket.</p>
<p>To avoid flying (a try at flying resulted in her episode of seasickness) Ruby walks everywhere or she transports herself through the TP shuttle system. It works. The miles per hour resolution, if set at 1024 X 718 does not bother her to see rush by. The stronger the view the better, and she keeps her eyes on the path in front of her.</p>
<p>Ruby&#8217;s ground transportation is a triple core beam me up scotty. Regardless of bandwidth consumption (otherwise known as sim gas), Ruby only goes where she can get a good view. During parties and well attended events, she may resort to a 4 cylinder rider only for the duration of the event. After all she is standing still at that point (unless she is actively engaged in dancing and listening to the wonderful music played by some very professional DJ&#8217;s). Her mind can&#8217;t fuss about 2 issues at once.</p>
<p>At this time Ruby&#8217;s other quagmire, purpose is not so easily determined. She knows she will tell story. It is her life ambition to live out her grandfather&#8217;s legacy, and she can do that by telling an old story with new vigor, but she also wants to tell a new story that is only bubbling up from beneath cavern surface now. Most likely there will be conflict of the funny kind now and then. She expects Madge will show up for an adventure or 35. Old friends are certainly going to make the difference. Picking up an explorer shirt in the cavern reminded Ruby of how important it is to belong to a tribe of like minded and kindred spirits. She doesn&#8217;t expect to meet a stripper or day bond trader among them.</p>
<p>Out of 12 or 14 Myst like communities along the Sim route, there is bound to be place for Ruby to find old friends and make new ones. Eder D&#8217;Uru has that special texture that suits her in particular. Not that other communities aren&#8217;t also extending the story. Every one of them does in their own way, but Ruby believes The Voice is never easily replicated. Better to find a new vision for an original concept, than to try to piece by piece lay bricks for an exact copy. Exact copies aren&#8217;t possible to do with different technologies and designers at the helm. Ruby, herself is an evolution. She started out as an explorer and fine artist/oil painter museum curator, who came to Myst Island on her own, and only on weekends. At 16 years of age, she lived through virtual life time of antics and mysteries, not all created by game players. Not a moment would she change, but finding the humor in all of it transformed the character of Ruby into someone else. She is no nicer, certainly no wiser, and she is still inept and clumsy. Her wacky assumptions about secret guilds, diverted water, and Riven being withing walking distance of the volcano&#8217;s entrance do not help her causes. Ruby has been chastised, fired, rehired, burned, cast out, and not trusted, and all of it brought on by her lonesome.</p>
<p>On the other hand, she is loyal, harmless and ready always to laugh at herself, pratfalls and all. She managed to finagle some over the top gifts, attend a Mysterium in Spokane with friends she will never forget ever, and make more life time friends along the way. Her friendship with Ghaelen is one her of her most precious finds in the cavern. Ghaelen is one of those more than patient explorers that can put up with Ruby. It is Ruby&#8217;s blessing and good fortune that Ghaelen listened one night to a play that Ruby adapted.</p>
<p>And for years Tyion, Veralun and LC have also put up with Ruby&#8217;s sometimes lack of focus and her decisions to make unwise choices. These alliances are important to Ruby and will be part of the story herein.</p>
<p>In part Ruby believes that many of her issues arise out of her belief that Facebook, My Space and all the other social connection sites have their place, but OOC is not interesting or safe to her. Story and the &#8220;sweet rocking safety of a lie&#8221; is the line of demarcation between Ruby and her benefactor&#8217;s world. Ruby always tells the truth from her perspective. Her benefactor does too. In the in between thin spot (a Celtic place of prayer) lessons are learned for life. Then the benefactor takes the lessons back to the classroom and spreads those life lessons out. Divvying up code is much less arduous than dividing up fishes and loaves (divvying code requires no divinity).</p>
<p>A 95% Ruby O&#8217;Degee (Glenfadden) is the only way Ruby will come to the cavern, or any other world wide stage. If 95% of her benefactor&#8217;s presence is not good enough for prime time so be it. The remaining private 5% will never be told through the footsteps of Ruby. [Dear reader, this is MY gnarly disclaimer]. As Madge (an original phone bot transformed through Merle&#8217;s ingenuity and wit to an avie missing some parts) would say &#8220;Don&#8217;t be telling your kids to leave themselves open online. It is no place to wash the family&#8217;s undergarments or your own.&#8221;</p>
<p>What Ruby will do is confess in her own loose cannon style the back story, present and front story of her trials and tribulations, her birth into a cavern, and her attempt to reshape her future until the next best and real thing comes along (Thank you Rod Stewart for reviving that wondrous classic).</p>
<p>Be on the look out for trembling crust.</p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 15:08:39 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>RubyODegee</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[CCNE (Cavern Communications Network Eder D&#8217;Uru), the Desert Station will be live streaming and presenting podcasts in the category entitled CCNE Desert Station Story. The way it works is this: the desert station story is Ruby O&#8217;Degee&#8217;s Continued Confessions of a Loose Cannon Story. It is the published version in serial form. The working edition [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>CCNE (Cavern Communications Network Eder D&#8217;Uru), the Desert Station will be live streaming and presenting podcasts in the category entitled CCNE Desert Station Story.  The way it works is this:  the desert station story is Ruby O&#8217;Degee&#8217;s Continued Confessions of a Loose Cannon Story.  It is the published version in serial form.  The working edition of that story is being put together in the forum topic section of the same name.  Readers may go there, read the dailies and generally participate in the lateral discussion about Ruby&#8217;s interpretation of life in Eder D&#8217;Uru.  </p>
<p>On it&#8217;s own page (so it won&#8217;t move), the livestream player is presented here on the blog.  From time to time podcasts will accompany Ruby&#8217;s published story.  Those podcasts will be shown in that category, and on the opening page as those last draft revisions occur.</p>
<p>If you have comments, or would like participate (guest or get tickets) in the live and recorded CCNE Find a Home Companion program, or any other special event, including Myst Reader and Poetry Slams, please register at the forum and contact Ruby O&#8217;Degee or see her in world (Ruby O&#8217;Degee Glenfadden).  Shorah b&#8217;shem.</p>
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		<title>Remnants and Dust:  A Non-non Meeting Memorial</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 26 Jun 2009 02:13:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ghaelen</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It was official&#8230; the temporary CCN offices were lost.  Well, we knew that but no one really wanted to admit it.  Admitting a large, albeit temporary, object was lost would mean acknowledging that the lost something might not be recoverable. After Veralun had looked carefully into the hole down which staff members were certain the [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It was official&#8230; the temporary CCN offices were lost.  Well, we knew that but no one really wanted to <em>admit it</em>.  Admitting a large, albeit temporary, object was lost would mean acknowledging that the <em>lost something might not be recoverable</em>.</p>
<p>After Veralun had looked carefully into the hole down which staff members were certain the office had fallen, the group realized it was part of a large ravine they had<em> seen</em> but <em>failed to notice</em> during their search near the hole.  This ravine had appeared in the New Mexico desert some time during winter of 2008.  It was odd that the closing of the Cavern Public Gate in early 2008 should have such a seismic effect on the North American tectonic plate, but apparently it caused quite a number of minor tremors that caused more chaos than anyone had imagined.  And these tremors continued for months after the great silent crashing of the gates as they swung closed.  Unbeknownst to these stalwart Cavern Communicating Networking types, the tremors were still tremoring beneath the temporary desert office abode (shack) that was to serve while construction of a new, temporary office space was built.</p>
<p>It was these tremors, not Madge, that caused the <em>Great CCN Temporary Office Loss</em> of 2009.</p>
<p>This, the staff realized as the joined Veralun at the hole down which they surmised the office had fallen.  Tyion made a comment about holding a memorial service and after some of the same type of avoidance that the staff had decided on earlier regarding the danger of the hole, the staff decided a memorial was a very Explorer-like thing to hold when something was unrecoverable.  As Veralun began a rather long-winded objection-yet-acceptance in regard to the memorial, Alty shouted to him to be careful because, standing some distance away, she felt the tremoring of a tremor and feared it would make the hole and ravine even larger.  The staff as a whole realized the tremors were still tremoring as Veralun turned toward Alty just in time to see Ruby walk quickly past him toward the hole.  She was quite intending to look into it &#8212; of course she did &#8211;  and she pitched forward as the patch of rock she stepped on shook just enough to change the pitch of the ground on which she placed her weight.  Her other foot came down onto part of a board laying close to the edge of the hole, and as she shifted her weight to compensate for pitching forward, the outer edge of her foot slipped off the board.  Arms flailing, she fell forward and down off the edge.</p>
<p>Shouting loudly (and definitely in Dutch), Veralun reached out, grabbed her by her belt and pulled mightily to keep her from falling into the hole.  He managed to stop her descent, but her belt snapped, whipping her around to face up and away from the hole, and as her belt slid through the belt-loops of her pants, her Relto book caught against one of the belt loops and the velcro she&#8217;d used gave way under the force.  Tyion lunged forward to grab her arm, reaching out in vain to catch her Relto book with the other hand.  He nearly lost his own balance, but recovered in time to pull Ruby back from the edge.</p>
<p>Ghaelen and Alty grabbed her waist and the other arm (such was the force of her pitch forward) and betwinxt them all they managed to prevent her sojourn into the deep recesses of the new office abode.  She squirmed just a little as they watched her Relto book descend, but since no one was having any part of her sudden notion to follow it, she cried for a while instead.  Ghaelen began to cry, too, then Tyion groaned out loud, and soon all of the staff were indeed conducting the very memorial they had begun to discuss some time earlier.</p>
<p>After much ado, Alty convinced Ruby to come back to the crate, and to make her feel better Tyion called a meeting.   He told her she didn&#8217;t really need to attend, but called it anyway as he was at a loss for anything else that might help. Ghaelen kept herself busy attempting not to plan future agendas, but her to-do list kept getting longer and longer.  Veralun and Alty did what they could to mitigate the shock of the fall, the loss, the other loss, and the tears.  Alty complimented the organized manner in which the non-meeting had grown out of the memorial.</p>
<p>Everyone did feel a little better since they knew now that Madge hadn&#8217;t actually done anything to the office,  but they did not feel at all better knowing all those boxes and crates of video was still down there in a buried basement somewhere.  &#8220;Ruby,&#8221; Alty said sternly, &#8220;you don&#8217;t need that Relto book now, anyway.  When the Cavern opens again, you can surely get another one.&#8221;  Ghaelen nodded and suggested that maybe they could just keep using the crate for the time being.  Ruby nodded and agreed <em>as she always did</em>, which made everyone breathe a sign of relief.</p>
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